A simple letter…
I see everyone who is in a long distance relationship posting about how much they miss their significant other but one thing i realized is it’s all stuff that seems to cupcakey. So here is my post for her.
I know we fight a lot about stupid things and it all basically is about the same thing. I know I’ve brought up a million things that just caused us to grow so far apart that it seems like fighting is the only thing we have left or the only thing we can do. I know I have issues that I have to work on and I understand that there are things that you may think you need to work on. I have made this relationship almost the most impossible thing for you to deal with. We’ve been brought down by people. We’ve forgotten about each other. We’ve put comforting each other after everything else. And we’ve let things impact us. When I say we, I mean you and me. One person on each side of things. You’ve gotten hurt by me and i’ve gotten hurt by you. Whether it was something one of us said or something one of us have done. To me…I don’t care how much you hurt me because you have brought me to a place where I am no longer weak. Of course my legs still tremble when I see you walking towards me. My lip still quivers before you’re about to kiss me. My body grows weak in every hug that melts both of our bodies together. But the thing that you have made me strong in is me being me. I’m strong enough to get hurt and continue moving. I’m strong enough to fall flat on my face and pick everything up and stand tall. Let me stop and these past few sentences. You have made me strong enough to realize that God is in me and He is my center. Because of God placing you into my life, I have become stronger. Now I know, I have my moments where I don’t want to be close with God and moments like those happen, but you’ve shown me that I don’t need to walk alone ever again. Right now, things may seem rocky and to me it seems almost impossible to ever get back to how we were but the few things I’m 100% sure about is that I love you, I’m IN LOVE with you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and that your heart is secured next to mine. I’m truly sorry for everything that I have put you through and I know you’re probably thinking “it’s ok lol” but it hasn’t been okay to me. I sometimes feel as if the love we have is dying yet I see those posts and realize how much more in love with you I am. If I could be quite honest, I fall more and more in love with you every single second. The reason I’ve been blank with you the past few days is because I’m scared that I’m the only one that’s in love like this. It scares me because I know you love me as well but I don’t feel it sometimes. Our relationship has been up and down and recently I haven’t been me but everyday I still pray that you’ll be kept safe and that you will remember that I’m yours. You’re the most beautiful girl in the entire world and I can’t fathom not being your prince so please, I ask with my huge heart, that has seemed to disappear recently, will you just stick with me through the pain, be there through the rain, and most importantly fall in love with me more than you have ever been before? I miss you a lot and I miss us and I know you miss me, so lets stop our “shenanigans” and fall in love with each other ten million times more than we did last summer. I hope you read this whole thing and smile and even shed a tear because you can feel it. I love you and I miss you and I promise you that I’m back for good.
Love,
Jeremy
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